Living for YOUR Glory – You'd Lead Me Thru

Was just playing unblock me on my normal journey….
having identify the issue, i kept moving the block in the manner i thot it should and would work. However after multiples try, i keep getting stuck in the same steps. Finally decided that if this would be the right way, it would have worked! Thus i decided to make another move instead andddd Bingo it clear! Effortlessly

Right there and then, i felt an Objective just dawn upon me:
Life, we know the issue, we know what needs to be clear to move to next stage but the steps one takes to clear, might not be The Step, especially when one keep meeting a roadblock. No matter how right and logical it seems to clear what you perceive as an obstruction might not after all be the crucial or most important block to clear . Try another block, thou it seems illogical and u cant see why you should be taking that step yet you might be surprise at how smooth things fall into place one you change that route of yours. After all every block in life dont have to be in order and properly shifted and position to move on to the next level.

Congrats to myself, it offically 3mths has gone in my new expedition, and still i thank You Lord, thou i finally felt like i just started settling down, at least Everything around is getting better.
And I know, You said it can ONLY get better. =)

Streaming: Save You – Matthew Perryman Jones

” God, I wonder how in love i can get with You?
I wonder how on fire with you i can get, i wonder how blazing burning hot i can get? ” – Banning Liebscher

it kinda caught me….
How would i do the things i do, if i realize that whatever i am doing (esp at work) is doing it to the One i am so in love with… I guess the approach and the out-working of it would be so different and easy..cause it is out of encountering with His love.

In that short, 15 -30 mins. I was felt like that were so much LIFE in the place.
Hanging out with them was just simple FUN.
Real, dare to have fun, let loose, wild, yet ANOINTED and having a worshipful heart for Jesus.

Not something, i find in my circle at times.

Once again, i made a request.
Lord, if possible, i would wanna served in the Youth Ministry for the rest of my life.

And i know You hear me.

So..it was a normal workday in office..In the midst of taking a break, she chanced upon Chasen new video.
While watching it and seeing the way he pluck n strum..a burning desire stirs on her inside…Again, she specifically took notice of the instrument used – A Taylor.

Having learnt that no comment is too insignificant to her King, although it might seem like she is just making a comment, to Him is prayer of her desire. So Right where she was, she make a ‘comment’:

“Lord, i really hope one day i be able to play on a Taylor Skillfully and Worship….”

Thou she doesn’t know when that day will come or how it is going to happen once again…

But well, she knows, taking hold of the stirred up desire with her, all she need to do is make that ‘comment’ to her Lord.
And just like how the song goes:

“I tried my way, It always ends up being a mistake
But You’re right when You say, That You set the time for the plans You make
I never thought that I could ever learn to let it go
Somehow its better when I follow in the paths You show
So I’m here I’m waiting
Cause I believe….“

Is a Quiet Thanks-Giving…
I cant really describe it. It wasnt an all ready shout and scream at the top of my voice of “YEAH! Thank You LORD!!!!” but more of a quieten humbled “Thank You Lord….”.

Two weeks in a row, was presented with opportunities that i once talk to The Lord about. Of Course, one was “HIT“.

Next was an unexpected turnaround of event.
Initially it did seems like a volcano has just erupted upon us, but God is good, He doesn’t end there, He shifted my eyes, brought me back to time, where we FIRST Spoke about it.

Remember exactly When it happen, How it happen, what i say then…i have kinda forgotten that We talked about it.

Since day one where i came back from Melb, till now…it been years, everything would have been established. If i were to liken it, it would be: How i wished i could build God a temple..but it has already been layout by David, built by Solomon…yet He thou i wasn’t David or Solomon YET in the right time, right era, He raise up an Ezra, a Nehemiah to do the rebuilding of the temple and walls…and i Truly Give Thanks for giving me a place and a portion in that.

Thou, i dunno how i’ll deal with it…i dunno How i going even start patching it, but here according to the words of Nehemiah:

“Then I told them of the hand of my God which was upon me for good, and also the words that the king had spoken to me.The God of heaven will prosper us; therefore we His servants will arise and build.” – Nehemiah 2:18-20

All i need is The Hand of My God, which is upon me FOR Good…and there His servants will arise and build…

The Quiet Thanks-Giving Birth forth from a heart that is overwhealm and filled with gratittude towards My King. The time which i only merely make a remake, ponder in my heart, tell Him how if only it can be done better…He never forget, He never forget all those desire which once burnt and has seems to diminish as the reality of life starts to clutter in.

Now i just wonder, what are other stuffs, which i merely make a comment and that i forgot, yet He remember….I guess it doesn’t matter..cause when it happens, He will bring me back to remembrance of How We talk about it.

That my eyes, shall not be fixed on the result of it, but on The Fullness of His Heart Towards Me.

Streaming: From The Inside Out – Seventh Day Slumber

Reflection, i was suppose to do it today…To much has happen in a day.
After 3.5years, i have finally packed up and left. Boxes and bags of mountain i threw…
The Non-Stop Farewell, The Much Loved that been showered. Thank You Lord, For Your Faithfulness Still.

A Legacy i hoped i have left behind.

Parting is such sweet sorrow, to every end, there is always a NEW beginning.

To top it off i found out a scandalous truth which i had always suspected. A truth not really shocking, but kinda wasted i feel. For whatever reason it has been, i pray someday the person will see Light and The Truth of Life.

The best gift i could leave behind for them was, the Seed of Grace. Even giving the seeds itself was a discussion i had to take with the Lord..
Just How much do i believe in this Seed of Grace?
I thought it was easy to sow a seed, but when rubber meets the road and Push comes to shove, what do i do?
What do i stand on…And so despite how i feel others will look at me, i choose to do the very thing i believed, and i prayed that it shall be Spirit-Led.

And i Believe strongly that the works of my hands shall prosper, and because it is the Seeds of Grace, My God will cause it to be sown on good ground, and

i am Just but a Channel/Vessel, Yet Amazingly I am His Favorite; the One He Chose to Use.

is humbling to know that….

Officially looking forward to what is to come…Restful Increase it shall be. Amen.

Streaming: iloveyouwithacrash – Schaeffer

Once again, how shld i start…that’s a good question. Just how do i start. How do i start with this post..How do i start getting down to start it.

It been a while…Been reading Wide Awake – Erwin Mcmanus, guess it was an apt book..

“Your dream are not simply a source of inspiration but the stewardship of your life.”

“To live a life that take your breathe away, you have to be willing to get winded.”

Changes.Changes. I screamed at it at work today, and i wonder if i do the same in future. Oh well. One step at a time Esther.

Yet changes in Life, The sense of Uncertainty keeps me dependent on the Only Dependable One…

Thank You Lord, for the willingness, the desire, the wanting and consciousness of knowing You are in this with me..In my Preparation. No Time is Wasted Time. No occurrence is of waste too.

A Quarter of the year has almost past.
I see the next few months to be Bright and Exciting, the plans He has for me, the Desire He worked in Me, The Every Step that He Takes with me still on His feet, He’s Leading still.

Preparation, still that the word for me this season, and it will NEVER end in this life but i am glad that Every Preparation i have is in His Finished Work.

Congrats to myself, i finally signed up for guitar lesson impromptu-ly..i am excited at how is going turn out!

Thank You Lord, there’s alot things that i dont know of…that Lord, in Every Opportunity, i enjoy You more than anything, i enjoy the Thrill of Exploring with You..and that includes ALL areas of my life, and i mean ALL..and You know what i mean, Help Me Lord, not take my Feet off from Yours

Write On My Heart, Jesus. That i wont find that is a drag and forgotten and fail to recognize that is The Favor You have poured out. You Know i cannot Faced it without You.

Streaming: Before th Morning – Josh Wilson

Waiting for food at JB roadside stall…watching the people who stream by, a self thought came to mind: would life be simpler n easier if I were staying here..

Almost immediately another word flash across my mind: despondency.

Not realising the call/plans I’ve for you has causes such thoughts. Or prob gotton weary along the course of this life.

Streaming: Sound of vehicles.